Apr
Everytime i hear things around my home, i feel really guilty coz it might be the cause of myself why they are talking and being paranoid about it. So i try to always keep as quiet as possible and dont know whats going on. It's like i dont want to affect them if im too loud… And if they are too loud, i would get annoyed as i would think it would be my fault why they’re doing it. I ditched all my friends coz i dont want to injured them, i dont want them to feel uncomfortable and all that/…
Does anyone got any idea what this is?
Answer:
This is so sad. But your friends are there to help you- if you're a burden, so what? Get back with them, apologize, explain your circumstances, but please don't suffer in solitude. I know you don't want to probably tell your parents how you feel, but maybe talk to them on a different level (just state you feel really guilty, and you don't know why) but not in a sad depressed way. Gradually letting them know something is out of whack can help them to further help you (and not by bringing you to a psych but just by talking with you more- hey, they might even feel bad for you and purchase you presents!–score!)
So, don't worry– be happy. And sure, help people! Volunteering is an astonishing thing to do, and it may increase your sense of self worth. I volunteer constantly, it's so rewarding and you meet so many new people.
And don't worry about sounding like a freak– heck, I just found out that I have bulimia last night on yahoo! answers. We'll get through our crazy problems together, ok? 