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For as long as I have the ability to remember I’ve hated myself. I never found the beauty in myself and it's definitely getting the ideal of me. I'm not the “stereotypical” pretty, like: I don't have blonde hair, big boobs, or a completely skinny body. I have all black hair (it's long), piercings, and I don't wear much makeup; I hate it. I have a much different personality than many girls as well. I'm usually the chick that hangs out with all the guys and helps them pick out “hot” girls. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I just want to be pretty, to be hot, to be beautiful. I hate myself, I absolutely hate myself. I feel worthless and I hate to sound emo >< I almost killed myself over THIS, I had to be placed in treatment for a few weeks. I just need help... Help finding myself and help finding my beauty. What do I do?
What's the average weight for a 15 year old? I weight 115… And I'm probably 5'4″. I know I'm young and you'll all probably tell me that I’ve to wait to “mature”, but it's not true, I injured just as much as anyone else. I hate this. My life is ******; meth, slicing, abusive relationship, loss of virginity at 13, pot, dealing drugs, I don't even know… I feel… Bleh
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Trust me, you're not alone, and although a lot of people will tell you that everyone goes through the same thing at that age and you'll grow out of it, I'm 28, and I'm thinking about killing myself as I type. I feel out of place wherever I go or wherever I’m. I've hated myself for most of my life, and when I finally started to love who I’m, I began hating everyone else. I've dealt drugs, done them, and lost my virginity at 13 too. Hopefully it helps to know that there is someone out there that feels the same way.
I know it may sound corny, but beauty truly is in the eye of the beholder and you seem like a beautiful person from the things you've said. Even if you don't see it, other people will and I'm sure do. For one, you shouldn't compare yourself to those preppy lil' blonde b*tches, because they probably don't have anything else to offer besides their looks. Not everyone is into blondes either. I love brunettes, and I'm not into skinny girls. You probably left your boyfriend for good reason, so you should find someone who isn’t only attracted to you, but actually understands you, and how you feel.
You seem to suffer from a lot of guilt about feelings that most people think about normal. I do the same thing. The best advice I have the ability to give to you is to do things that’ll make you happy and proud of yourself. Work out. It's been proven that the brain naturally releases endorphins when you exercise. Maybe you should also do things for other people. That might make you feel good about yourself. Not for anyone, but for the people who you love, who actually deserve it.
Check out this book. It's called “Fear No Evil: The Pathwork Method of Transforming The Lower Self” by Eva Pierrakos and Donovan Thesenga. If anything, it will at least change the way you perceive yourself, and it will definitely help you comprehend why you feel the way you do, and eventually how to change it.
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I’ve a lot to state here!
I had low self esteem for a long time. I didn't think anyone cared about and I was definitely my own enemy. I’ve totally changed my life around. I’ve my days but I never put myself down anymore because of how horrible it feels.
I’ve a million things to help you, and I really truly want to. But you have to want it enough…
heres my email
alexandransmiller@gmail.com,
alexandransmiller@yahoo.com
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Ahh thats how i feel
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From what you said, there are definite numbers of reasons contributing to your low self esteem, but also there must be some underlying issues, which need attentions, so you need to take advice of a Dr in first hand. Be a part of fun activities/stuffs, sharing them with those who really like you and appraise you, and you also feel dignified, contented and happy by their company. Also plan little goals, begin working on them, after when you achieve them periodically, you feel lot more worth while in yourself. You’re good at what you’re, there is no need to worry who might be with you or not, Only those who like you, cares for you will be with you in long run of life that see the beauty in YOU.
Best wishes…..
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hun i used to feel like that. im 15 i have 8 piercings and 2 tattoos im 5'4 and i weigh 140lbs…. people would get so pissed at me when i would put myself down they wanted to kick my *** for sayn it and i realized that i am beautiful no matter what i think or wat anyone says the blonde headed girls with massive boobs that think they are all that arent nothin good they’re trouble…girls like us are kickass people to hang out with believe in yourself girl…dont give up now….if you want to tlk to me i will give you my emails