Oct
Hey… I've been wondering lately what is wrong with me. I feel like I'm different from everybody else, because of my experiences, and I totally do not believe in coincidence any longer.
For example, last summer, I was riding with my mother and sister in a rental car, and I started thinking “What if we crash and my family dies?” and then a few moments later we actually did crash, the car flipped over and everything, although we made it out alright.
The summer before that, I was trying out alcohol, and I didn't want my parents to notice there was alcohol missing from our bottles, so I snuck a bit from each bottle, and put it into a waterbottle. Later I drank the stuff and wound up in the hospital with severe alcohol poisoning, and found out that if I had drunken the whole bottle (I had left a mouthful) I would have died.
Each day, something abnormal and “coincidental” happens, like I'll be thinking of a song, then it will come on the radio, or I'll say “imagine if ____ happened” and then it will happen. Like once I was with a friend and I saw a van about to turn a corner, and I said “I think it's going to come after us” and my friend stated I was just being paranoid, but then the van actually drove onto the sidewalk where we were standing!
Life isn't making sense to me anymore, and I don't know what to do… I feel like there’s something important that I need to do but I’ve no idea what, and I almost feel like attempting suicide just to see if I can die or not.
Any help, advice and/or thoughts are much appreciated.
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Ok, you are normal Most people have incidents of “predicting the future” at times. It seems that it happens to you on occasion. If it happened all the time, I'd say that you’ve a gift. But the way you are describing it, it is nothing abnormal. Always go with your gut feeling as it proves to be the ideal.
Don't go and try to frighten people and say you want to kill yourself to make this point. Suicide is not a test. You can’t flunk or win by doing it. But you can destroy other peoples lives by doing it, so what is the point.
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I wouldn't guess it was paranoid schizophrenia, as you give no indication of either paranoid behavior, or schizophrenia, breaks from reality. It sounds like you could be suffering from either a) delusional episodes. You believe you thought of the song or an event happening before you heard it/it happened. b) you're doing what basicly every kid does, and you believe yourself to be something special.
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Call 800-969-NMHA (6642).
They will help you.
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well to be honest, it sounds like paranoia schizophrenia. How old are you? This usually expresses itself in boys in their mid to late teens or early 20's. I suggest researching it on the web.
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u have a gift u should be thankful u are blessed with such other dont ahve anything like that but deffinatly go with ur feelings if theve always been right just try not to come off like a nut job ( kinda like u are now) keep it to urself some people are more open to strange things like my self where as others are like wtf ur crazy but theres nothing wrong with u just a gift from god good luck my friend
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Things like this in life are not supposed to make any sense. Sometimes i feel like this too. These incidents you're speaking about kinda sounds enjoy it was fate. Everyone feels this way sometimes and we all have something important to fulfill in life, and that time will eventually come. Life is complicated and unravels really slowly. Good times and bad times will come, just be patient and things will reveal themselves in due time. Suicide is never the answer
